Hi Anchal, Kaisi ho?
This is a note for you.
Mein apni family se bahut pyar karta hun. Mere Mammi Papa mere liye bahut kuchh kiye hai aur kar rahe hai. Meri didi sab bhi mere liye bahut kuchh kiye hai aur kar rahe hai.
Tum bhi meri aisi friend ho jiske sath me kuchh bhi baat share kar sakta hun, tum calls me comfort nahi hoti ho to mein tumhe force nahi karta hun. Tum meri sabse achhi dost ho aur rahogi, mein tumse bhi bahut pyar karta hun. Khud ko control nahi kar pata hun but I love you very much. Galat mat samajhna ye bas friendship wala love hai. Tum meri sabse achhi bestie ho, isliye kabhi bich bich me "I love you" bolunga to tu bura mat maan na Ye friendship wala love hai jo kabhi khatam nahi hoga. Jaisa ki tumhe pata hai meri first love story school me suru hui thi, jisko mein abhi tak nahi bhula hun. Wo pahli ladki thi jis se naturally pyar hua tha. Wo bhale hi mujhe bhula de, mujhe koi fark nahi padta balki mujhe khushi hogi janke ki wo ab move on kar chuki hogi. Aisa bhi nahi hai ki mein uski yaado mein tadapta hun, mein bhi uske bina khush hun. Bas kuchh ankahi baate thi jo abhi bojh ki trah mere saath hai. lagbhag 1 saal ho gya Mujhe laga tum ab call me comfort ho jaogi, to tumse aur bhi khul ke baate kar sakte the. But tum kabhi comfort nahi hogi isliye kuchh baate abhi bhi bata deta hun, mein jab 12th me padhta tha to ek ladki (Reema) mujhe pasand aayi thi. Kuchh dino ke baad pata chala ki wo mere friend ki bahan hai. Ek din hamlog sab ghar aa rahe the to wo khud mujhe apna number di thi, us din mein bahut khush tha. Thoda Thoda us se baat kar raha tha aur use bola ki humlog ki ek class ki ladki ko mein pasand karta hun wo puchh rahi thi ki kaun hai wo mein bola ki pahle wo purposal accept kare tab mein tumhe bataunga. Thoda bahut baat karne ke baad mein uske baare me puchh raha tha to wo boli ki usko bahut saare purposal aate hai aur wo sabko mana kar deti hai kyonki uske friend sab allow nahi karenge. Hamlog phir college me mile nahi the isliye usko kabhi purpose nahi kiya tha, aur call message me karna mujhe sahi nahi laga to tab se wo meri crush hai. Tumko pata hai meri jo first love thi uske yaado me mein kitna kho chuka tha, last time usko class 10 me dekha tha phir bhi use bhula nahi paya tha. Isliye use bhulne ke liye aur move on karne ke liye koi bandi dhundh raha tha. ye jo 12th wali thi bas wahi pasand aayi thi, Lekin use relationship me aana hi nahi tha isliye mene use naahi purpose kiya naahi force kiya. Agar koi relationship me aata hai to tab use bahut achha lagta hai but kisi reason ke wajah se jab wo separate hote hai to unhe bahut dard hota hai, isliye tum kabhi forcefully relationship me mat aana kisike saath. Reema ke kaaphi male friends the aur mein use khona nahi chahta tha isliye use apni gf banana chahta tha, lekin wo alag hai. Mein use best friend bhi nahi bana sakta, wo tumhari jaisi achhi nahi hai. Wo is laayak nahi, Unfortunately she wants a wealthy friend. Ab mere dil me kisi ko gf banane ki ichha nahi hoti hai, aajkal ki ladkiya is kaabil nahi. Tum bahut achhi ho, tum Meri bestest friend ho aur tumhari jaisi friend me chahta hun jisme kabhi friendship na tute iski guarantee ho. Agar friendship bhi paiso se mile, to aise friend mujhe nahi chahiye. Agar saamne wala loyal ho to usme paise udaane me sochna nahi hai, but paise udaunga to saamne wo ho to nahi chahiye wo. Tum meri sabse achhi dost ho, kaash tumhare jaise dost mujhe aur mile. Notes thoda lamba ho gya hai, kuchh galat bola hoga to sorry. My love is always for you. ❤️